Hahah okay I woke up feeling really good this morning since all week I’ve been having a writers block, however my creativity opened up a bit and I did some updates to my website and my *new* myspace. Check out my about me, new section called private, and portfolio sections-this is what I’ve been updating the past few days. Ohh yea I also listed some long time requested auctions check it out on http://www.abibids.com/profile.php?user_id=2773 . BTW if you win this auction and send me a note saying “I seen your post about the auctions in your blog” I will send you a very special photo set!!! Do you need to hide porn from your wife paying the bills? Well buy my clips on http://www.clips4sale.com/store/ 5269 because they now accept http://www.purevanilla.com/ as a payment!!! Pure Vanilla is a global anonymous electronic payment solution for online content. So what are you waiting for? ALSO I will be loading all my clips into Ipod clips shortly so watch for that as well!!!

Well what inspired me to write this morning? Besides the fact I had tons of great things happen in the past couple days I didn’t know how to write it right….well I threw in some Sublime with breakfast and checked out some of my dAnK friends on myspace (http://www.myspace.com/sativaverte) . Relaxed a moment ;-) Went to my email box and reading through mail I got this poem

A Feast Sensual a la Ménage a Cinc Por Vu

My ears bend and supine to the lyrics, melody and whisper your voice,

Piercing deep into my navel,

As nightingales flee into their repertoire of song,

They flee my recesses as your words prophecy my soul being satiated and hunger no more.

 

Listen my senses,

Of a sunrise yawning over the horizon,

Of the smell of rain,

A first warm kiss blanketing the nakedness of your lips and warming the hearth between your thighs.

This feast you promise.

And this hunger swells and heaves like a virgin’s breasts

My nose flared as a thousand stallions opened in stride upon the sweet smelling valleys lying abreast upon me.

The hunt for your scent does not sleep,

Does not wash,

But saves its deepest breathe to capture whole your essence and feed its lungs till it fills no more.

And my eyes,

Devout as voyeurs in tandem, eat with their eyes to fill their deep pools of covetedness.

The salt of these tears pillared from Sodom and cured my desire to lay in wait and feed yours.

And my hands,

Like a clock’s face,

Stricken with desperation to move faster than time’s haste,

Yet, like a potter’s craft, patiently caress your moist flesh and mold you unto mine until

The wheel no longer turns, the kiln no longer fires,

And my sense of touch has been reduced to ashes in our bed.

And my tongue dares not swallow or labor,

Except in its singular purpose of begging for your scent to compliment

Your banquet and body on my palate.

I do not eat,

I fast and wait.

The tension is getting harder for me to meet people all around because I travel so much. While this person is yearning to meet me now for a year and a half another person hates at me because they live in buttfuck NJ and have been waiting to meet with me for 11 months! One thing about me is you will learn to either love or hate me, there is never a in between.

 

Well for the past week and a half I’ve been keeping myself extreme busy doing adult things J I had a wonderful shoot the day after my foot frenzy with a beautiful tone bodied Asian woman named Sunny. Now there wasn’t any extreme adult content, it was only a fetish outfit and fine art sensual posing (I did get to touch her boob and it felt so full and tone!!!~*drool*~). I loved modeling with her because she was a girly girl like me and was very creative with shooting ideas. She also had the same spirit as me, the want to keep shooting even after the photographer puts down his camera! Lol! I guess I love playing dress up and being nude in front of the camera! Well that soon ended but we keep it touch J hopefully more shoots in the future, perhaps more erotic? Who knows but I’ll give you the juicy details if anything else happens…..

Being the bad girl I am I decided to take this job offer from a company called Up Close Productions (developing a website currently). They were some of the best people to work with; they made me comfortable and did their job well. I like meeting people like this in the adult industry and especially if they are fun too! Well the premise of my shoot was to “get hot” but the catch was I had to talk dirty with a complete stranger! There was a lighting person a camera I had to look into and talk to another side camera still photographer and of course the voice over man near the mic saying his thought up comments. For him and I it was completely improved with everything (other than the setting that was planned in advance). I’ve never had to do that for any solo site before so I really thought it was hot!!! Well I’ll tell you one thing new I’ve learned, talking dirty to a stranger every now and than can get you pretty damn sexually creative!! I soaped up my body and……well you’ll just have to check the video out once it is up on the web!

In my lust for collecting art of myself I took a last minute project with a painter Andy Golub http://www.andygolub.com/ it was me and 3 other models getting painted for 11 hours to make one big trippy ass painting here is a photo

 

 

This was an amazing project because the artist was an absolute joy and pleasure to meet. I was a big fan of his work and I wrote him a letter to keep me post on projects. Kindly, he did and I was able to work with him and the fashion photographer Udor on this collaborative project being filmed for Bravo/PBS (don’t worry the camera only filmed our faces or painted feet or legs had to keep it PG). I’ve very excited about this project and I loved the paint so much I left it on for the drive home. I was sitting passenger making funny faces at people and flashing my blue boobs to everyone on the freeway! Lol if you were on the LIE you might have seen me!

 

I also worked on a book project with a funny idea-I’m not sure if I can give it away since it’s not printed yet, but it is cool. Well the book is called A-B-C each letter represents a photographer and a body part. My photographer was B and B is for Boobs, can you guess what A and C stand for…..ahhh now your thinking! Well I did some boa boob shots :-P and some wonderful lingerie and headshot work, do you like it?

 

This photographer enjoyed working with me and will be hiring me for a photography workshop locally which would be great!! He also put up a nice post about me on his Model Mayhem portfolio http://modelmayhem.com/member.php?id=309503 Thank you so much OLP Photography!!

Well since I’ve worked with Sammy Sui and witness this squirting action- I’ve been compelled to learn how to do it to myself. It had always been a dirty secret, my desire to watch a girl squirt live in person. I would have been fine watching Sammy masturbate till she squirted-but better yet I got to do it to her (hey how many guy friends do you know made a woman squirt-thank you!!!)  Well I’ve taken her advice on technique and what feelings I will get when I’m about to squirt and to let myself go yadda yadda…okay worked on myself for 2 weeks and finally got it to happen. IT was very relaxing and was probably the best place to touch in the world at that moment. Holy shit my pussy was this moistened soft lips willing to drink up any fingers near it lol! Wow I don’t know if I want to squirt during sex, besides it took me about 45mins of straight masturbation before I actually got it to happen. I do think I could make it happen quicker next time-its all about find that right spot!! So if anyone wants to know how to squirt please send me an email to me through my contact section on my site!

 

Okay but the hi-lite of the week was going to NYC Monday watching some porn with Napoleon down at RedLight TV while discussing bondage and sub/dom life.  After that split for a minute to go over to Madame X to the Premier party of my 1^st Candida Royalle film “Under the Covers” by Adam & Eve + Femme Productions. It was so hot to see my sexy ass being reeled on the trailer, chilling with other cool NY hipsters, and enjoying greeting people who like to see me fuck as much as I like to show it J It was open bar but I stayed sober other than my glass of red wine I have each day to benefit my health. Now a month from now I will be in another Femme Production and Adam & Eve film called “Aphrodite Superstar”….. In a nutshell I’ve been keeping busy.